Feeling of Fear....

Got the feeling of FEAR when i receive a call from my sis yesterday. She told met that my mum is not feeling well and saying that she felt very tired. The feeling of Fear is so strong because my mum never will tell us that she is tired and not feeling well. If she take the initiative to tell you she is not feeling well, means she is real sick.

Im so worried and quickly give her a call and to for her condition while she told me that she felt so tired and just need a rest. I couldn't really concentrate in my work if she did not go to consult doctor so i make a call to my sis and inform them must bring my mum to clinic that day itself.

Made another call to my mum after i knock off to ask for her condition, just wanna make sure that she is really allright but it seems that she is still quite sick . This make me cant really sleep well as i really so worried about her health cos she is at her 60++ and i really scared......

The next day, which is today i made a call to her again and she told me she felt thirsty for the whole night and cant really sleep ... This make me more worry and so i told her, no matter what you have to consult another doctor again by today.

Just call her, and she sound more energetic compare to yesterday.This make me feel at least not so worry now....They might be coming over to KL for this coming long holidays.

I deeply feel so sorry for my mum as i dun really spend my time accompany her and i dare not imagine what if she really leave me..?? Im so scared....i really do....just hope that she can enjoy her days as much as she can since she still got the ability to. Would be happy if she will be coming over to my place this coming holidays....so that she can at least take a good rest here in my small but cozy place...

Trust

Having a long chat with a colleague of mine and sharing our thought makes me realize that each person got their own perception in the words TRUST.....

When you expect me to trust you , you should trust me too...then it comes to mutual trust. Its always so easy say but hard to do....

TRUST iS THE HARDEST THiNG TO FiND

AND THE EASiEST TO LOSE

I've read through a simple but nice articles regarding to TRUST and would like to share here :

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter:
"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said:
"No, Dad. You hold my hand."
"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father.

"There's a big difference," replied the little girl.
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...

My Debts

One of my colleague told me that he came to know Mbpj is going to do some opts for those who did not clear their parking compound. They will tow your car to Mbpj till you clear your compound.......and my reaction is HUH REALLY OO??? My colleague ask me why u react in this way..? Y?? Because i got plenty of compound that yet to be clear.....

My mum use to call me and say "meiku, there are lots of letter from mbpj to u....and it stated that if you did not clear your compound within 14 days,u will be asked to court wor....." and my reply is always, mum just wait till they ask me to court only see how lo....haha

But now, if they really start the Opt, then how.?? Actually i dun really noe the total compound that i get since 2008. And today, i went in to mbpj website to check....and the answer is :

Total of 27 compound yet to be paid, 26 with RM 100/compound and 1 with RM30/compound. So, the total amount that i have to paid is RM 2900..!. My friend told me, no worries, if you went to Menara Mbpj tingkat 3 to buat rayuan then you can getdiscount which is RM 30/compound.

As a conclusion, after discount also i have to made a payment of RM 810......;(

Can anyone tell me how am i going to pay for it..?? Do i actually need to pay for it..??

Haiz....

My Handmade Ramen

My best pal is here at my house again and she is told me this " chloe, my colleague says u got such a nice kitchen but how come did not cook something to treat me".

So i decided to cook Ramen for her today, this is a dishes that i use to have it when im a kids. My Godmum is the one who teach me how to make this though . I miss the days so much......

A simple dishes , simple taste with lots of memory.....

Fruitful weekend with my best pal

Ill be left alone this week as my darling went to bangkok and leave me alone ;(....

Luckily, i got my best pal who always spare her time for me whenever i need her....hehe...ya connie tan its u!!

She came to accompany me for almost 2 days and we had a great time together.This is also the very first time she visit my new house after i move in. We having a great chat with coffee, bread and some music.Its really great.

Here, i would like to thank her for the gift (Iron) and also her time shopping with me. Of course and also her "psycho" which ended up i bought a purse for myself.....haha

Being a great friend is whenever you need her she will be with you and whenever she need you ,you will always be there for her....

Feel great to have this friend...

Advance Birthday Gift

Always wanted to get myself a so call branded bags but it seems like i just cant bear to spend my money on that every time i get into the shops.

Whenever im thinking of spending that much to get just a bag make me feel so heartache and this will stop my action from buying it. Although i really feel like owing one @-@.

Seeing that i so wish to get one of it, my dear decided to get one for me one day. He bring me to KLCC and told me to choose one as my ADVANCE birthday present for the year of 2011. When i get in to one of the shop, he told me "Choose one that you really like since its gonna spent so just choose something you like". Due to his words, i finally got the attempt to really get one for myself.

Yeah!!

A lot of my friend asking me" why you dun get yourself an LV bag instead of burberry"?

For me, its just a different brand and i would say that i prefer burberry compare with LV and thats the reason i choose to buy the brand that i like for my first attempt.Probably will get other brand for my second attempt if i got the chance to....haha..

A Place Call "Home"

After month of hunting for a house, finally we get a place where we decided to settle down in and here we started to busy in looking for contractor for renovation, contractor for cabinets,purchase home appliances , furniture & etc......

It takes approximately 2 months for the renovation and within this 2 months we really enjoy the progress as it makes us learnt a lot of things in kind ofappliances and the different function for different appliances and many more.

Well, although these 2 months really make me feel tired, but its worth it, cos we finally got our own sweet place to stay...;)

Lets look at the before and after picture of my home sweet home.....

BEFORE :

AFTER :